“Only A Taste” by ApplesSt.Pain In the middle of sex I can feel you drift away. Like I’m not here. Get ugly. Just don’t lie. I’d rather have it end instead of sharing. Having you go back and forth, in his arms, in my bed, in your heart, in a min.. in my way, in your pussy, in tears. Your not worth all that. I’m not the clown in clown sex, make it stop. Fuck you and keep it to yourself. Back with a gram short. Your smile gives you away. Don’t say you love me. I watch puppy love get out of control. You can’t make this shit up. I give it to her the hard way. I’m suicidal and believe me I don’t want to be this way. Just go with it, magic couldn’t help. It’s hard to believe what we had vanished. Hit after hit. I find my self withering. Everybody has their turn. Didn’t you read the sigh. The dramatic music starts to skip. I’m sweating balls. You fucken bastard. I can’t stand you. Here we go again. let the arguing began. Are you sick. Does it hurt? Keep reading it’s. . . We don’t slow down. Dirty and nasty. Your acting like a kid. What did you expect? I would just wait for you? No, it’s not fair, besides I’m out of something to drink. I have to go by Jesse’s house to like you know. Get your lips wet. Laugh all you want. The upper hand on your breast, we fuck. Act like the shit isn’t killing you, me and this, what was once a happy house. Now just hunted. Fill in the blank. Maternal dazes. Their was a mix-up at the office and didn’t get paid! You’ve got to help me out until Monday. Don’t push it. Take it easy. relax. I still hate you, thanks. Watch me bite more then I could chew. I don’t know what this world is coming to. It’s like shot to hell. Not worth fixing up. Get the big bag I’m on the phone. It’s a shame, how we abuse each other. I’m falling apart. Not really, the people downstairs make your worst monster an angel. A beautiful, pretty angel. My brother is the landlord. A cryptic relapse. I’m going door to door selling up side down rainbows and seahorses, but they don’t smile. Apple ST. Pain 8-09 Added to GotPoetry.com ( http://www.gotpoetry.com ) on 15-May-2012