Tired

Tired

Tired of waiting, of wanting
for something or someone
to quide me, to be somewhere
anywhere, anything, but here
except of who I am or whom I'm with
there's no-one, nowhere
that can hold me, or want me

they think I should help myself

I am tired, older, have no will
can't stand on my own two feet
I feel like steppin into defeat

I've taken all the hell I can take
I am not sure why, my lifes a fake
all I know is my life is come apart
yeah I know, I am like a lil girl
I want it now, not tomorrow
I don't want to be in so much sorrow
but that's me, and it's all I can be

I don't know of any other way
had no support right from the start
so as far as learning new things
this is all I have to say
well it just not there
if you don't know it comes as it may
how can you change
so as for me I remain as a stray.

Ali"cat"