User Info

Welcome Anonymous

Yesterday's Top

Rank Name

01: Pujakins

02: Ozymandias

03: wordsmithwan...

04: Michaelw1two

05: induce

06: Rabbitt

07: doris

08: Rob_Graber

09: captapathy

10: Roxie0u812

11: AsIf

12: tentoes

13: TygaWhaleiums

14: mac

15: sweetfarthing

More ...

Donations

Above and Beyond

GotPoetry is a community supported site.

Due Date: Jun 30
June Goal: 180.00
Gross Amount: 0.00
PayPal Fees: 0.00
Net Balance: 0.00
Below Goal: 180.00
Site Currency: USD

Poems - This Ritual | My Remedy (Part 2)

This Ritual | My Remedy (Part 2)

by AccuzedOfLivin

I'm ready, I'm anxious | Been looking forward to this all day
I prepare... Slowly | The anticipation is killing me but I like to die this way

I'm so happy, I can't stop smiling | My muscles tense up - ecstatic with joy
I can't breathe, I love this feeling | The pressure's exserted, with each pulse deployed

I'm done preparing but I can't move | Can I just look? I just want to stare
...
Ok, on to the main event | This show is all I'm sure I can spare
This is what it's all about | This is my kind of affair
My remedy, my heart | Laid out so bald, so bare

Pain - Damn, that burns
A single tear, I taste its salt
I like the hurt - Reminders of what I just did
The suffering's an admonisher of who is at fault

Self Reflect: I'm cool, I'm calm... Euphoria! The hit!
There is no bad, she shields me from it
Bad thoughts, bad feelings - They do not exist
Only open to good, I'm completely content

Everyone else is somewhere else
I'm not here, although I can join them
In due time, I will. But the point is, I don't HAVE to!
I don't HAVE to be her. I don't HAVE to be him.