Analysis of Alchemic love

Oh dear universe,
Send me someone like you
Manifestation;
To the breaking
Taking me with you
To your formation...

To the ungodly places
And I'm here by you,
Forever yours it's true...

Eternal Souls out of the blue.

But I'm breaking 
Breaking inside of you
Your words spoken true....
"I love you"

But right now I'm just really sad;
Sad of the thoughts.
Sad of the past.
Sad of the future I wish we had

I'm living and waiting and just existing...
Because I'm worthy....
Worthy of your love.
Not worthy of my dreams though;
Just "worthy enough" to live in this world;
But with no intentions to be "part" of you

Alchemic love
The Battles of the blues;
Who is there waiting
Who is meant to be true?