Analysis of New Addictions.

I had so many problems , loving you and wanting to be inside the sea where the dolphins can’t breath but some how still be able to feel free.
Overthinking till my mind go crazy because every time when I wanted to go and be me you couldn’t help but to be lazy, I wanted you to chase me but you where so fucking lazy it drove me insane.
Get up , talk, do something besides trying to fa-feel my every sexual desire.
Smoking Mary Jane and damn do that bitch know how to ease my mind and the feeling of killing every bitch that came from behind.
This sum pressure so I’m about to let go and and put something on the stove.
Preheat it 420.
But worse one of all is the my best bitch the razor blade. She really put a ease to the lunatic inside of me. Seeing the my wrist gets slit fills me with joy like a boy I use to be.
Self harm the best harm , its better then me hurting myself then  unleashing the beast i Alwasy felt inside me.
He’s strong, filled with rage and anger he see no one in path.
Destructive and evil ,That’s my Gemini side. It’s  power boost. Because when I’m down and low and feeling like ending it all he comes and protects me from every single thing, that’s why I’m so cold.
I’m changing tho, I ain’t gotta be no hoe . I finally found my self worth and confidence to make all these bitches choke and deep throat all my jokes cause imma funny Nigga, see the joy in face it’s lights the room I change the energy, and every enemy that can’t defend will transcend into a plane that doesn’t exist but loneliness.
              I hated everything but forever and always fuck you.