Analysis of Inebriated Evil

I reached inside my person and pulled out the evil that slept.
I could not put it back in time, and for its actions wept.
It took control, and grabbed them. It went after them all.
To think it always lived inside me but I never it gave that much though.
We all get mad we get upset, we punch and scream and soon forget,
we lose it all and gain it back but this time it seems like their necks he snapped. He grabbed a blade and held their mouths he yelled nasty words, he let it out. He cried as he did it. I am sure he did'nt mean it.
I woke up and looked at the cieling hoping that I dreamed it. I grabbed my phone and when I did it was covered in blood.
Unlocked it next then read the text and what I saw I can never forget.
I cut them down, destroyed relations,
blamed some for being *ssh*l*s and others complaisant.
I told all the secrets of I swore I would not.
Its when you dont have much that you really lose a lot.
Now they all hate me and to them I am dead.
All because of the evil that lived in my head.