Perpetual Circle

I wake up once again to the same day but different moment.
Living with the same hidden pain and darkness that I keep inside a locked box.
Nothing changes, same cold embraces pretending to care.
Is this hell? I honestly can't really tell
Not anymore.
Going through the motions of life waiting for a sign to finally live
Instead I see people living from a bird's eye view
When will it finally be my turn?
Or am I fated to be stuck in a perpetual circle?
Doomed to repeat the same heartache
All these different words have lost their meaning
It's like I've heard them all before.
Waiting to hear something new,
Something life changing
Waiting to be or feel reborn.