Life’s downside
Kari Lawdermilk 1965 (Orange county)
I’m looking deep inside my soul, the reasons why I’m feeling so cold. Happy times are scarce for me, how did I get to this awful place. Feel lost, feel invisible, like a pile of nothingness that doesn’t belong. My emptiness consumes me, feel like a failure, never get anything right. Too many wrongs, will I ever learn? Can’t forgive me, want to be happy, but I don’t know how. I want to love me and believe in myself, always being told to
put me first, somehow that doesn’t work for me . I’m dying inside, have no will, I have no desires. Can’t shake this feeling it haunts me everyday please someone help me. I can’t go on this way. I want so much to have that special relationship with the lord- Jesus christ, but I know it won’t ever be, a person has to feel worthy of his love; and I don’t. Ill never feel worthy, I always mess up. I love all people but that’s not enough. I want to fix people and see them happy; no other thing, person or place can make me feel the joy I feel when I see people happy.
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Just felt depressed
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Written on October 10, 2022
Submitted by Kbear65 on September 10, 2022
Modified on March 05, 2023
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